hehe my xanga friends are so sweet! fatima (who will be in sudan for a minute this summer) was like, "no dont go alone, ppl will make you pay so much money.. even i wouldnt go alone... even my dad had a hard time, etc"... she totally killed my spirit that day...
i dunno why i really came back today... oh.. ANOTHER one of my friends just got engaged... it just KEEPS going up.
just like my f-ing cell phone bill... cingular is charging us 650$ for something. we have no idea what the heck is going on. we used to have at&t and now we're having all these problems w. the switchover. who the hell has a 650$ phone bill???
so i switched to t-mobile and i have the ugly little blackberry 7100t (?) to use when i leave... im leaving on june 19.. and it will cost 2.99 per minute...craziness.. i better not lose this phone... something always happens.. i lose my phone or break it at least once or twice a year (so i decided to get insurance on it this time).. lose my keys ever so often, and my id..etc.. every things gonna be okay this summer inshaaAllaah.. keep me in your duaas 
hmm what else? im doing so well in my classes this quarter, alhamdulillaah... i hope i can keep it up.. exam tomorrow, paper next week, and some other junk...
i have some shady friends who i think i need to get rid of...
if i updated more, i might feel like going into detail, but im so tired right now and i just want to waste a few more minutes before i get back to this sayyid qutb.. who is kind of a genius but kind of not....im actually reading m3lam fi'l-tariq, and not social justice in islaam, as ive indicated...but i'll read that someday...
oh.. theres more drama too... i love msa ppl btw-- i was just really angry about some things before... but this has to do w. the black ppl here. UGH man.. i dunno... black ppl have some crazy issues w. identity... its okay to have your own personal issues, but do not try to put your sh*t on me please, i know very well who i am.... crazy muthafuckas...astigfirAllaah...
haha..."you must enjoin what is good and forbid what is evil, you must believe in God".. i need to remember that.. i really need to know what is good and what is evil, and who i can say needs to get away from me and who i want to bring closer... like msa- i love them...and you know, i think some things (conflicts) only make you closer to ppl. i love my peeps!!!!!!!!!!! Allahi baarak feekum.
apparently im kinda crazy... but thats another story
salaam alaykum | 
